Monday, February 14, 2011

Fickle-minded

Yes indeed , i am one of them . I'm prone to changing my mind ! I just can't decide what i want and don't . Its so hard for me to make a decisions .I end up asking someone to make them for me 'cause i am fickle-minded . Hard for me since i'm scared of the outcome of my decisions 'cause in my brain it will be a horrible horrible mistake for i will live forever with it and trust me , it scares me to death .
Believe me , i wish i was like this person who can make up her mind and she just get it done straight away and no second thoughts. That is what that makes her unbelievable great at the things that she 'd achieved . It is so great and i just can't sum it up with words . I have to admit sometimes i do get envy with her 'cause of the things she can do and I'm like - , It's like she have this thing that ables her to do great things . I feel like i''m gonne be stuck at this fast food restaurant and she'll be living her dreams. She'll own some big ass things and i'm stuck with fake broken things . She will be living with her GORGEOUS husband and i'll be forever alone with my cat and its not even mine . When she wants something , she will definitely pursue it until it is in her hands . On the other hand , i'm just hanging around waiting for some miracle to happen which WILL NEVER HAPPEN IF I'M JUST SITTING IN FRONT OF THE TV AND BE A COUCH POTATO !
Mark my words.
I will change today . Not tomorrow . Not next week .
With some help of Allah S.w.t , I will change my life for the better .

You can do it too .


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