" Did you guys realize that our friendship is kinda like a couple ?" - Yasmin
This two gorgeous people have helped me through a lot of phases that I've been through , they are my moon shining when my days are dark and my sun shining when my days are bright . Our relationships are different than others its special . I remember when i first met Yasmin ,we hated each other we would fight all the time and ignore each other in the class . Somehow there was something that we had and no one had , we were inseparable and we like the same things . We realize that we have a lot of things in common and after awhile we stopped fighting and became best friends. Yasmin was the kind of person who didn't gave a fuck about anything and would do it just like a boss , thats what is unique about her . She held my head whenever i cried and would teach me maths since i'm horrible at it . She was my teacher and she taught me to be myself and forget about what others want me to be . She would tell me to follow my heart . She kicked anyone who would say anything bad about me .She was my rock .
After a year Ila came into the picture , at first we thought that she was really quite and didn't like talking ,the more we hanged out the more she became relaxed with us and we would do the most stupidest things together .
We became a trio.
One day Yasmin told us that she was moving to Vietnam , I thought that it was some kind of joke that she pulled . I didn't want to believe it , i was scared of losing my best friend . It was something that shook my life , never in my life that i was this close to someone . Someone that was always there for me no matter what and suddenly she was moving to another country .
It tore me apart. I thought we will never be the same anymore and she will forget about us .
I was wrong , it got us closer more than ever . When we send her off to the airport , we were crying like crazy because our best friend was going away . I was heartbroken . Yasmin was my rock and she was like the big sister among the three of us .
I didn't want to accept the fact that she'd moved.
And there it was Ila & Amy .
We were more like soul mates , she would know what i think and feel . We could finish each others sentences without fail . Even we were not in the same class , we managed to spend time together and do things together . Any parties or events we would go together . Even though we are different , like I'm more talkative and sociable and she was the intelligent and determined person .
We clicked.
I have to admit that sometimes i got envy at her .
She was perfect and i could never reach anywhere near there . Hold on a minute they were perfect , they have the brains and the confidence and what was i left ? My self esteem would sometimes be down in the drain. What was i when compared to them ?
Ila & i would be a pair in the school and it would never be complete without us together .
When Johann and i broke up i was devastated .
I was heartbroken because he was the first person i really open heart to. He was all that i wanted . I really liked him and he broke my heart .
In a heartbeat , Ila came to my house and helped me through it .
I wasn't myself for awhile back then and only Ila knew about it ,
Even though i always tell her about how i feel over & over again , she wouldn't say " AMY I'm sick of it ! Stop it " instead she lend her ears . She would let me pour my heart .She was there when i felt alone and scared . She helped . I would call her and she'll come to the rescue .
Yasmin and Ila , you guys are the best thing that has happened to me . You are my cheese toppings , my brownies and my waffle .You guys rocked my world and still.
I love you guys .
I will always be there for you as you are to me .
Even though how much we fought or cried or laughed , we will always be together as best friends.
No matter how old or busy or we have kids or married .
We will always be best friends .
I love you guys.
If i have ever hurt your feelings with my jokes or comments , i tend to go overboard sometimes ,from the bottom of my heart i am deeply sorry.
Sincerely ,
Your best friend.
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