Longer than the hours a person should.

I cannot handle all of these emotions .

I've been bottling up my dark emotions and it's over flowing my mind .

Some days i feel like ending everything and just be peace for once .

I can't take it anymore . I tried to be happy for awhile but it isn't doing any good to me .

I'm not going to let other people down on twitter but where else can i pour it ?

I don't know , i think I've been neglecting my journal and it feels like decade already .

I feel dead on the inside .

It's like i'm shouting at the top my lungs , crying for help or anything but no one would notice .

I wish i could run away from all of this and disappear for awhile .

I need to talk to someone without being judged .It feels like i'm being judged even though they say they're not . I want to tell someone about everything in my mind without being judged but i can't.

I am killing myself with these thoughts .

It's bothering me .

I can't cry it out somehow .

I am not being difficult i just need the truth

I'm just going to convince myself that this is not the end or this is just it for me , for my life.

So what's new in your life ?